Two roads diverged in a wood, and I— I took the one less traveled by, And that has made all the difference. —Robert Frost, "The Road Not Taken" Decision paralysis is officially a thing. Trust me. I read it on the internet. Seriously, though, I read a lot of psychology books and articles these days, … Continue reading What I Hated the Least Today 253/365: Decision Paralysis
Oh, hi, why, I'm new your weather radar. I've discovered that my depression is best pals with weather. When it's rainy and cold, my depression manifests sympathetic behaviour and I get cryiy and icy as well. It's good to know, but otherwise it's idiotic because it's erratic. Yesterday it was windy, rainy, stormy and generally … Continue reading What I Hated (the Least) Today 245/365: Weather Radar
I usually have realistic nightmares, which I remember in great detail and wake up confused whether it actually happened or not. However, today I had something between a dream and a nightmare, which was utterly unrealistic (obviously, you don't know that when you're in the process dreaming it) and which amused me wholeheartedly. My 65-year-old-mother … Continue reading What I Hated the Least Today 241/365: Weirdo Dreams
Meanwhile, on a perfectly uneventful Friday evening, I'm chatting with my anxiety. Me: Why are you making me shake? Anxiety: *shrug* Me: Seriously, why? Anxiety: No reason. Me: There's always a reason! Anxiety: *evil laugh* Me: But everything is as it should be. Anxiety: Exactly. So why not throw a shaking fit?
When I was admitted to the mental hospital, I was clean, as of not using any medication. When I was dismissed seven weeks later, it was with a budding addiction to prescription drugs. The irony. When I moved, I had to change my psychiatrist. My current psychiatrist is a jerk. Most psychiatrists are, in my … Continue reading What I Hated the Least Today 239/365: Long Live Lexaurin
Though I'm owned by one cat only, I've recently noticed that I act like a full-time crazy cat woman. This is what I do with my cat on a daily basis: Asking the cat questions like I expect an answer (Did you miss me? What's up? Have you finished eating? Are you being good? Have you … Continue reading What I Hated the Least Today 238/365: Shit Crazy Cat Ladies Do